Closed RP Spot for loveinsideme/nachtvogel [NSFW WITHIN]

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[loveinsideme]

"I was, oh I was so worried you might have been gone forever. But you told Death no. You told Death no, for me. And you were right, I do need you. My sweet Alfred, you mean the world to me. I do need you so desperately. You have no idea."

Finally, someone to take away my boredom, he'd said. But truly, he'd been so lonely. Preferring short term lovers who he could leave before they left him. But Alfred, oh. He wanted Alfred to stay.

[heyhohey]

"I...I did. They looked...kind of mad." But he doesn't get to dwell on that for long - the impassioned admission, being told he's needed?

Almost immediately, Alfred tears up, starting to cry.

"...No one. No one has ever said that to me before...never...."

And he had never quite realized how much that had hurt him. But here's someone, crying for him, holding him, feeding him his BLOOD -

"...I want to stay here, Herbert," he sobs, suddenly overwhelmed by everything happening. "I feel like...I belong...."

[loveinsideme]

Herbert flings his arms around Alfred in a passionate embrace. One full of longing, full of need and loneliness. "They stay with me. You do, my love, you do. You belong here with me. And I will dote on you endlessly."

He can't imagine what might be making Alfred cry, only that -- perhaps it's the same thing that had him crying, earlier. The wretched loneliness they both suffer, that has now at last come to an end.

[heyhohey]

For a minute or two, he doesn't reply - he clings tightly, weeping openly against Herbert, the sobs shaking his cold body. He just almost died. He just almost DIED. He TALKED TO DEATH and he STOOD UP TO DEATH. For the man holding him.

It's so new. It's all so new.

"...I want...." It's quiet, muffled, shaky. "...I want...to do the same...for you...."